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&xiaOcindy` xiaOqOnqqzhuu
beepteens**
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bukitviewan
a qirl who love her everythiinqs
sinqle (:
MOST quys are heartless FREAKS
SMuACKS <3x3x3x3`` ♥ heReveRythinqs ♥ ``

heR calendaRs

[x] realblOOd brO 14o4o7
[x] weian burffday 18o4o7
[x] clarenceKORX burffday o5o5o7
[x] mandyMEI burfday o6o5o7
[x] judithJIE burffday o6o6o7
[ ] melvaKORXKORX burffday 25o7o7
[ ] yubinBESTIE burffday 27o7o7
[ ] chuyiDARLING burffday o6o8o7
[ ] junhaoKORKOR burffday o8o8o7
[ ] jinqyiBIAOMEI burffday 22o8o7
[ ] katheryneMEI burfday o1o9o7
[ ] lipinqJIE burfday 15o8o7
[ ] yizhuiKORXKORX burffday 22o8o7
[ ] hongjinDARDIE burffday 211oo7
[ ] shineeMARMIE burffday 2311o7
[ ] meishan burfday o812o7
[ ] gina&serene burffday 18o8o7
[ ] myeOWNburffday 221292
[ ] wantinqJIE burffday 241292
[ ] xiaohaoDARDIE burffday 291291
[ ] yanni burfday 3o12o7
[x] th day ie go in SGH o4o5o7
[x] th day ie gt out of SGH 2oo6o7
[ ] th day ie finish mye proba 18months ltr~ [1912o8]

xiaOcindYs` -everythinqs*
♥♥*tingSISTER*♥♥
*sharonMARMIE*
*joeyMARMIE*
*lijunMARMIE*
*huiwenMARMIE*
*lifangMARMIE*
*junhaoDARDIE*
*hongjinDARDIE*
*sheenaNUER*
*cherylNUER*
*cynthiaNUER*
*joeyNUER*
*tiffanieNUER*
*junyaoERZI*
*kenERZI*
*marcKORKORX*
*melvaKORKOR*
*ivanKORKOR*
*pandaKORKOR*
*huixianqKORKOR*
*yizhuiKORKOR*
*clarenceKORKOR*
*junhaoKORKOR*
*kelvinKORKOR*
*alexKORKOR*
*lipinqJIEJIE*
*litingJIEJIE*
*jasmineJIEJIE*
*wenyiMEIMEI*
*mandyMEIMEI*
*salwaMEIMEI*
*junkangDIDI*
*delriusDIDI*
*jiayingXINGAN*
*aisyahKEAI*
*yubinBESTIIE*
*hanizaCANDYFLOSS*
*junithaFRIEND*
*shuyiSISTER*
*jingweiSISTER*
*qinaJIEJIE*

*xiaOcindy wishlist//*-*

xiaOcindYs` -cravvinqs*
PIERCINGS
[ ] tongue :D
[x] ear :D
[ ] nose :D
OTHERS
[ ] black&whytes long :D
[x] more pink* skirts :D
[ ] pink/violet rose from LAUGONG(:
[ ] to find mye xiaOwanqzii soons :D
[ ] havinq a promise from mye laoqonq - love ue yi bei zi -
[ ] to do more well wells in mye stardiies:D
[x] to hab more GANS :D
[ ] to control cutting myeselfs [:
[ ] 3q fones ]:
[ ] black heels [:
[x] black boots [:
[x] mye blacky fone back ]:
[ ] repaint mye rooms to be PINK ]:
[ ] habb mye hair highlyghts PINK [:
[x] habb mye hair sprayed pink [:
[ ] habbing a love dat wont hurts and wont ends :[
[ ] SLIM DOWNS !
[ ] rebornned hair agains .
[ ] qoinq chalet and hab dhose momentable moments back with EVERYTHIINGS .
[x] qoinq town with cynthiaNUER [:
[x] cynthiaNUER come mye hse ton [:
[x] habbinq a ton nyte outsyde with xiaohao.
[x] tokinq on fone with xiaohao.
[x] qoinq CCS with tinqJIE [:
[x] reallyfe marmie let mie qo out
[x] der judge din put xiaohaoDARDIE inside
[ ] to qet out of bukitview
[-] to qet into juyiinq
[-] qoinq to pvt skool soon
[ ] finish pRobation !
[x] qo fish out at sea
[x] to habe him back or find another him
[ ] meetup w nuer co.
[ ] meetup w shineeMARMIE
[ ] stop mye holdiinq of penknife
[ ] not EMO
[ ] be at least 170cm
[ ] more hairbandds

xiaOcindYs` -hates*
+ HONG-ster ]:
+ SHOOT-kias ]:
+ TYMERS ]:
+ love dat HURTS ]:
+ PENGWEIS-kias ]:
+ seeing mye GANS sad sad ]:
+ people who touch mye things without any reasons ]: HMPFS *
+ dhose dat HURT me befer ]:
+ promiseBREAKERS
+ quys dat play girls&treat girls as playthinqq !

xiaOcindYs` ll-urves*
+ SISTER ; BESTFRIEND ; BESTIE ; NUER ; KOR ; JIE ; MEI ; DI ; ERZI(: + all mye GANS whom ie mention aboves [:
+ MUSICS [: techno
+ LOLLIPOPS [:
+ hanging arounds
+ slackings [:
+ being mye wonderful xiaOqonqzhu
+ being on msn .
+ fwenstering :]
+ MAPLINGS [:
+ myeeverythiinqs [: .

[#]____all about mie///*

*LOVES are PROMISES . PROMISES are WORDS . WORDS are LIES . LIES are HURTS . HURTS are TEARS .

**- xiaOcindyy storyyees. [#] `-

Monday, April 16, 2007

today . father send mie to skool. ie am not really so happyiie to be in sku larhs . so pullinq a long~ face and dragged myeself to der car and off to skool ! reached skool in no tyme ! hahas =) walkinq past general office . gopal catch mie of mye attire . WALAOS ~ den music played . ie din wan to qo to th parde square and sing national anthem narhs ! den walk to th study area without anyone noticing ! mye god ! hahas [: slack at studyy area fer a while . saw liyanJIE . walk over and sit beside her . after she nid to qo back to her class ler . bid her gdbye and din noe dat it was th last goodbye at bvss ]: soon . slackkiinq about whole day .. untill recess over dat period . ms chua saw mie and get mye mother called up ! WALAOS !~ ie am darn dulan larhs . den today cried in sku norhs . hais . was feelinq depressed and den cried out ~ kana blame by some ppl . ie din even spread all over lorhs . all ie do was only ask yubin larhs ! hais . suan ler . anyways . it was ust a misunderstandinq . hais . mother came and ie went back to class and qet all mye books and pass th slipper back to yubin .. and POOF* ie am out of th sku liaos . no lonqqer qoinq back . today ish th day dat ie leave bvss and nvr gonna qo back ler ! feeling kinda of bu she de ... esp bu she de wanting . hais . when ie free ie will visit her der =) tke kaire everyone in bvss ! esp dhose in 3n2 + 3n1 ! TKE KAIRE !
sent back home by mother . she was quite good larhs . actually let mie quit sku and transfer to pvt sku . hahas =)
*-deciding which pvt sku to go-*
any options ?

[x] hurts ish all ie experience (: ie amimperfext [: . xiaOcindy aka xiaOqOnqqzhu :D ie qone through a lot liaos ! :D
xiaOcindY` leaviinq@1:35 PM

angelicious `- //* 0=)

ie miss YJW so much today . ie am stiu waiting fer him to be back by mye side . dardie ish stiu mye baobei dardie . ie habe given up on him ler . now waitinq fer YJW to be back by mye side [: ie love him ... wonderiinq whether he love mie too huhs ? hais ~

[x] hurts ish all ie experience (: ie amimperfext [: . xiaOcindy aka xiaOqOnqqzhu :D ie qone through a lot liaos ! :D
xiaOcindY` leaviinq@1:12 AM

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Saturday, April 14, 2007

today ie was stayiing at home . mother was questioning mie about whr ie wan to go and wad ie wan to do larhs . ie was thiinkinq REALLY hardd and den gave her a answer which she actually agree ! OMG :DDD
mother: so , wad do iu intend to do ? going other ppl hse ?
mie : nopes . stayy at home narhs .
mother : are u sure ? den wad bout iur sku ? quit sku ?
mie : ehs ... can let mie habb a transfer ?
mother : *think* whr do iu wan to qo ?
mie : juying .
mother : alryte ! unless iu kip iu promise bout iu will start again :D
mie : ALRYTE !

weets :D ie am being able to transfer to juying :D mother mke a corr to bvss and tell der person dhr and mke mie find juying sec contact :D yeahs ! hais . ie hope ie really can strt afresh and sturddii hardhard ! hahas :D update ltr :D

[x] hurts ish all ie experience (: ie amimperfext [: . xiaOcindy aka xiaOqOnqqzhu :D ie qone through a lot liaos ! :D
xiaOcindY` leaviinq@3:46 PM

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Friday, April 13, 2007

leave home early early in der morninq at 5.30am . corr up yubinBESTIE and den went mac meet and eat narhs . suddenly lyke dun wan qo sku lykdat norhs . so went yewtee area meet laoqonqq . reached yewtee and ie step one cute larhs ! qo tie two ponytails . LOLS ! which mke mie look lyke a small kid . met tingJIE at yewtee mrt station also . after dat found out laoqonqq dun wan meet . darn dulan de leave dat place narhs . den actually wan qo find mye EX der . den zui hou . reached dhoby ghaut narhs . went plaza sinqq aqain alryte ! we slack at outside first . tingJIE very der hunqryy . den she bought noodles whr ie bouqhtt currypuff and biq gulp and yubinBESTIE bought donuts [: we eat finish liao jiu went into plaza sinqq . was tokinqq to marcKORX and den was slackiinq away norhs . bought smth to eat at carrefour aqain . LOLS ! vry hunqryy narhs ! after dat . mie , yubin and tinqq sat down at one place and slack . soon . bearr to qo home liaos . so walk obber to der mrt station . and tke train qo batok . was playinq true or dare der whole journey ! LOLS ! was darn funny lorhs . and den we also did play " qing ni gen wo zhe yang zuo ". ie kip on sabo ting . kip on mkinq her say four tymes x] bad horhs ? xD . reached batok in no tyme [: clement come and fetch us and went back to town as he wan mke smth . LOLS ! we just came back from dhr lehs ~ durh !! butden nvm narhs . was playinq jie lonq on der way dhr and back [: kip on playiinq whole day . crazy horhs ? hahas [: decided nt to qo home tonyte . after dat ... went polyclinic with ting to meet liyan [: den were playinq jie lonq aqain butden at der same tyme tokinq to melvaKORX [: he vry gd narhs x3 he counsell mie vry lonq liao lers [: butden ish ie stubborn. hais . he kip on askiinq mie to qo home . and ie kip on tellinq him ie dun wan to qo home . he was quite dissapointed narhs ]: after seeiinq der doctor , we went obber to westmall . rain came and we are DRENCHED ! hahas [: at dat moment , ie am stiu toking to mye melvaKORX [: after dat went downstair and buy BBT . mother sent mie a good luck blessinq msg . hais . so xinsuan larhs ! actually wan qo home liao lers . butden smth stop mie . hais . dunno wad ish happeniinq to mie siahs . own home also dun wan qo ]: after dat liyan noe bout der msg . she briinq mie to CCS . on der way dhr . ie am vry sad . kip on cryiinq . reached CCS quite fast den went to spa room . she and clement tok to mie . ie noe she vry sad larhs . she cried ]: SOWWIE LIYAN ! din mean to mke her cry der ]: felt so guilty ]: after tokinq to clement , ting and liyan ... liyan brought mie behind der whyteboardd dhr ... counsell mie , tok to miie ... no use ... hais ... anyways . ie walk out of CCS and find yubin narhs . went yubin hse a while ... den went to houqanq find mye marmie [: saw dardie and marmie dhr [: was slackiinq with dem fer quite sometyme . till bout 10+ den mie and yubin went marmie hse staes . den vry complicatedd thiinqs happen norhs . after dat . police corr mie . and den ask mie whr ie am and all dhose LJ thiinq larhs . ie say der police lorhs ...
police : if iu are nt qoinq to tell mie whr iu are , ie will qo and check .
mie : den iu go check lorhs .
police : are iu sure iu wan mie to check ? cos if ie check , iur fwen will also be arrested !
mie : walaos . nt fair lorhs . also nt mye fwen problumm . iu catch her fer wad ?!
police : iu are 15 already . iu shld understand .
mie : ie dun understand larhs ! ie am safe ryte ? whiie must mke der matter so biq ?
police : tell mie whr are iu now .
mie : at fwen hse larhs ! *dulan abit liaos*
police : iu shld at least tell mie which area . do iu tink ie cant find iu ? how biq ish singapore ?
mie : dunno larhs . LJ ! if ie tell iu whr ie am ... wad will iu do larhs !
police : ie will ask iur parents to come and fetch iu .
mie : CNT !
police : cindy , ie am toking vry nicely to iu . ie can find whr iu are in minutes . ie am now nicely giving iu a chance of tellinq mie ... whr iu are !
--MOREMORE--
after dat . tell dem . father came alone narhs . naqq mie home . ZZZ ! mother was stiu sittinq at void deck dhr ... naqq at mie aqain narhs . show her attitude . den kip on kp her . LOLS ! afterdat reached home . took a bath ... SLEPT ~
tke kaire everyone !
thks yubin , ting , liyan , clement , melva , POLICE =.= ...
thks fer counsellinq mie and tok to mie today [; thks fer nvr giveup on mie today [: may father bless iu all [: tke kaire !
<3x3x3

[x] hurts ish all ie experience (: ie amimperfext [: . xiaOcindy aka xiaOqOnqqzhu :D ie qone through a lot liaos ! :D
xiaOcindY` leaviinq@6:30 AM

angelicious `- //* 0=)

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

7.25pm -

ie habb been cryiinq fer hours liao lers . was lyke no mood in everythiing liao lers . as fer tml . ie will be givving up everythiing liao ler . wont be der happyiie cindy dat many of iu saw fer der past few days . ie am happyyie to habb ... dorothy , joey , whole of 3n1 and prt of 3n1 as fwens . thks guys ! sheena , yubin , cheryl , wanting ... this few people ... really pei mie a lort a lort .. when ie am happyiie ... dey were dhr ... when ie am sad and needed people to talk to .. dey were also dhr ! thks alryte ! ie really appreciated load loads . tml will be der new cindy liao ler . no lonqer der happy girl [:
just to tell all dat habb help mie before ... A BIG BIG HUG ... followed by a THANKS !
tke kaire wors !

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[x] hurts ish all ie experience (: ie amimperfext [: . xiaOcindy aka xiaOqOnqqzhu :D ie qone through a lot liaos ! :D
xiaOcindY` leaviinq@7:25 PM

angelicious `- //* 0=)

today qot up at 4.30 andden tok to laoqonq and royston fer a while . den after dat at 6am den ie qo sku liaos . pintinq was stiu sleepinq narhs . walk to mac alone norhs . den acciden. bump into one aunty and den she scold mie . ie qan her back larhs . everyburdii was watchiinq narhs . den was lyke vry siian narhs . went mac myeself and den eat hotcakes [: found out laoqonq also eat hotcake . WTH ~ den after dat meet upp with pintinq and den qo slack a while den went sku liaos . wore slipper in sku . teacher was lyke askiinq mie whiie did ie wear slipper to sku . slipper ish nt allowed . poiintinq to her shoe and said :" high heels allowed huh ?" lols . she was lyke arguing with mie narhs ! den jiu iqnore her and mke a move norhs . was loiteriinq duriinq chinese today . was vry guai okaes ? ie BEHAVED myeself in sku today [: hahas . after sku went westmall with yiwei , judith and tingJIE . hahas [: went library . was lyke tio lame by yiwei so many tymes . WTH ~ after qo westmall . judith din wan qo home . den dun feel safe leaviinq her alone norhs . so pei her slack a while . went to juronq point and den slack . buy thiinq eat norhs . after dat den went back home . hahas [: msginq laoqonq narhs . den recieve a news which was nt meant fer mie to hear . ie cried . hais . cried ~ den was feelinq so darn XT . ie din wan to tok bout dat matter . but ie noe it really mke mie so darn XT . just feelinq so down ~

[x] hurts ish all ie experience (: ie amimperfext [: . xiaOcindy aka xiaOqOnqqzhu :D ie qone through a lot liaos ! :D
xiaOcindY` leaviinq@4:33 PM

angelicious `- //* 0=)

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

today was lyke hais fer mie . thiinqs were nt sho gudd alryte ?! hais . went to sku with piinkish hairr . and den kana caught by mdm toh ; ms zan ; mrstan ; ms chua . WTH~ hais . went to der general office and den sat dhr lorhs . den ms aida came alonq and tell ms zan co. dat ie play truancy ytd fer her lesson . walaos ! knn ! soot kia larhs ! den nid to sit dhr even lonqer to wryte INCIDENT REPORT ! den ms chua ; ms gopal and mszan came alonq and den talk to mie . show dem all ATTITUDE alryte ! den ms chua say wad der sku cnt hold mie any lonqer and ask mie am ie interested in studyyinq in AVI . diiaox ! wtf lorhs . AVI ? dey say dhr ish paikia sku . do ie look lyke paikia ?! WTF ~ and den vry dulan liaos . mr.ngiam came alonq and den brought mie to his office larhs . almost everyone in class was sayiinq bout mie alryte ! den was thiinkinq bout it lorhs . wadeva crapss mr.ngiam tok bout .. ie din even care larhs ! after dat mr.ngiam ask mie to qo back class . ie qo down to general office and den mrs.tan came alonq . WTH ~ she immed ask mie tuck in mye shirt . unfold skirt . LOLS ! den tuck in lorhs . unfold lorhs . after dat she naqq larhs . junkang co. was standiinq dhr lookinq . WTH ~ hahas . after dat , followed mr.ngiam back to counsellinq room aqain . den ie guaiguai qo back class . saw tingJIE . she also dun wan qo maths marhs . so ask her pei wo loiterr also . LOLS ! we wentt to a lort of places norhs . den joseph ask tingJIE to buy thinqqs fer him . LOLS ! she went down . saw a lort of teacher narhs . den run upp again . lucky ie nvr qo down lorhs . mrs.tan was dhr . LOLS ! den we slack liaos . finish maths liao den we qo canteen slackk . saw edvan den slack dhr lorhs . hahas . soon . enqlish liaos den brk marhs . mie and tingJIE went to canteen aqain . dis tyme we eat larhs . hahas [: ate finish slackk dhr tok tok . butden suddenlyy vry der EMO ~ lols . den was lyke laughhinq and cryiinq at der same tyme . siao horhs ? hahas [: after dat . it din stop larhs . went to find liyanJIE and den liyanJIE finish brk liaos . went to find juanjuan . ie pei her qo find her laoqonq . hahas [: den slack dhr lorhs . ie lie to a guy dat ie am sec4 . OMG ! he believe siahs . LOLS !!! den after dat went back to class fer selfstudy ~ hahas . after selfstudy jiu begiin slackinq again . hais . saw laoqonq der sms . ie darn hurt larhs . den became EMO again . hais . den was lyke cryiinq until westmall whr everyone ish lookinq . ie darn dulan . den tingJIE brought mie to 30th floor aqain . ie shout larhs . den feel better ler . SHE IS DER BEST ! hahas . when ie sad , only she noe wad to do lorhs . den after dat corr up xiaoyannMARMIE . maybe ltr meetinqq her narhs . hahas [: hais . went to mye MARMIE2 hse slackk narhs . she last tyme tke kaire of mie sooo lonq liaos . hahas [: missed her [: den slack slack till now norhs . LOLS ! ltr qo home den update [: tke kaire everyone !
HELLOS everyone ! back to update ! lols . ie am in mye MARMIE2 hse till 6+. den ie qo lot 1 slack aqain fer a while . bought oreo choco ice blendd . yummy :P after dat ie went to juronq west liaos . was 7+ le larhs . xiaoyannMARMIE din turn up ]: so SAD ~ feel lyke being PS lykdat . hais . den alone went back to juronq den find mye baobeii nuer [: went to her hse slack lorhs . den was around 9.05 den she pei mie down to der busstop and pei wo wait fer bus [: den ie jiu go home liao alryte ! hahas [: she ish so swiit larhs . become chiobuu ler [: hahas [: den reached home at 9.55pm . parents was lyke showiinq attitude to mie lorhs ! WTF~ as if ie mke till dem lykdat . brother was dhr kpkb . ie din even reply larhs . who he tink he is ? walaos ~ mie and laoqonq stiu are fwen and glg ; glp relationship . he did ask mie to gibbupp narhs . ie WONT ! ie tink ie will stiu wait fer him barhs ]: no matter wad he do , ie will stiu wait fer him der [:

laoqonq . pls dun treat mie so lengdan cans ? ie am not toking bout cold eqq . ie am tokinqq bout lengdan ... dat feelinq . ie will nt hate iu der . no matter wad iu do . ie WILL NOT hate iu der ! forever wont . ie will stiu rmb wazd iu promiise mie . bout wad iu tell mie today ... ie forget bout it liaos . pls dun do dat and mke mie feel sad and hurt aqain . alryte ? IE WILL OWAES LOVE IU ~
BOEYJINHAO [: mye boiboi [:

[x] hurts ish all ie experience (: ie amimperfext [: . xiaOcindy aka xiaOqOnqqzhu :D ie qone through a lot liaos ! :D
xiaOcindY` leaviinq@5:31 PM

angelicious `- //* 0=)

Monday, April 09, 2007

today was lyke vry siian when ie wentt to sku alryte . hais . was thiinkiinq boutt laoqonqq . thiinkiinqq whether wad will happen to hym today . hais . was worryyinq larhs . den from morninqq loiter till assembly . hahas . habbinq pink color on mye hair without qettinqq caught . pro lehs ~ hahas [:
den was msgiinq laoqonqq . butden he din reply narhs ~ shld be sleepinqq . den kip on qoinqq to counsellinqq room fer nth larhs . den mr.ngiam was lyke vry fedupp ~ LOLS ! ie pon ms chua lesson today ! WWEEETTTSSS [: lols . soon . after sku liaos . den ie went out with tingJIE [: hahas . den we qo 30th floor slack lorhs . hahas [: den noe wad ie recieve ? LAOGONG SMSES ! omg ! den he tell mie he only kana extend probation . so henq ~ was msginq laoqonqq lorhs . hahas [: LOVE him larhs ! lols ! den after dat we qo slack . and den ie qo fetch mye bro . somethinqq was lyke mke mie darn dulan lorhs . laoqonqq ask mie dun care if ie stiu treat him as laoqonqq . so ie am qoinqq bang sua this tyme ! hahas . dey dare beat clarence aqain !!! ARGH ! anyways . ie love dis day cors laoqonqq issh FINE ! woots [: ie love him larhs . den lykdat ie dunnid wait fer him liaos [: hahas . ie stiu love him . hahas . wont chg mye love towards him ler . butden ie stiu hope he will situ love mie 1314 [: LOVE MKES WONDER !

[x] hurts ish all ie experience (: ie amimperfext [: . xiaOcindy aka xiaOqOnqqzhu :D ie qone through a lot liaos ! :D
xiaOcindY` leaviinq@8:03 PM

angelicious `- //* 0=)

currently no mood now . laoqonq qoinq qo court liaos . tink he will qo in der ): ie really hope dat dder judge wont let hym qo in too lonq ): ie really dunwan hym to qo in der ): ie really hope to pray fer him . butden ... hais ~ ie really hope dat he would pei wo ): how lonq ish he qoinq in ? ie really dhunch noe larhs . hais ): ie just hope some miracles will happen den laoqonqq dunnid to qo in ? ie wish !!! hais ~ ie will really miss laoqonqq loads loads ): will stiu love him more more ): wont find anymore stead ): will wait fer him to come out ): hope he will come out soon barhs . hais . now really no mood ler . hais . just wish to cry ~
butden ie suppose laoqonqq would wan mie to bbe happy ?

[x] hurts ish all ie experience (: ie amimperfext [: . xiaOcindy aka xiaOqOnqqzhu :D ie qone through a lot liaos ! :D
xiaOcindY` leaviinq@4:35 AM

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Saturday, April 07, 2007

nuer came mye hse ton marhs . hahas [: slept through der nyte alryte ! hahas . was quite tired . msginq laoqonq den fell aslepp lorhs . hahas [: morninq liaos , reply laoqonq (: den ask him wake up ler marhs . he din reply narhs ~ should be sleepinq norhs . den after dat . nuer and mie wake up liaos . brush our teeth and den mother brought mie , nuer , bangyu , ergu , jingyi , chuyi qo zoo . hahas [: den we reach dhr liaos . kept sinqinq sonqs with nuer alryte ! hahas [: den saw orang utan . crocodile and a lort a lort animals . hahas [: den we qo watch show also larhs . elephant ; animal and children show . hahas [: after dat we walk around dat area . saw der play ball room [: so happyiies [: mie and jingyi and nuer rush in lorhs . hahas [: was throwinq ball all over . nb lorhs ! nuer qo touch mye ahemahem* den ie qo push hers too [: walaos . mie and her was lyke HORNY whole day . LOLS ! den ate KFC fer lunch larhs . hahas [: we went back home lorhs . took quite many pics today [: MUACKS ! lols . den it began to rain lorhs . nuer , jingyi and mie was sittinq behind marhs . so ended up DRENCH ! walaos . den after dat jiu went back home . it wad lyke darnFUNNIE lorhs . lols . so cold also . hahas [: BBRRR~
reached home . send nuer qo downstair den say bye to her . hahas [: nxt tyme ie qoinq ask her out aqains [: muacks ! den was msginq laoqonq all der way larhs . hahas [: LOVE him so much . ie am qoinq wait fer him ! &muacks <3

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xiaOcindY` leaviinq@5:09 PM

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xiaOhaO ish mye ganlaOqOnq liaos ~ weets .

ie love him lots lots [:

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xiaOcindY` leaviinq@2:49 AM

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todayy was lyke whole day out lorhs . hahas . slept at 5 ytd nyte . quarrel with dardie . hais . wake up at 8+ in der morning . woken up by a corr from cynnthiaNUER ! hahas . meetinq her later larhs [: took mye bagg all dhose liao den went to boon lay meet upp with her luhs ! den was lyke findinq her and she was findinq mie . hahas [: was kind of funny lorhs . after dat . saw her . our first stop was at batok . went dhr to find mye junkanqDIDI ! hahas . bought ciqq from him larhs ! hahas . 4 sticks sommore . den we went to mac find wantinqJIE [: slack a while at mac . den we went to yew tee . corr up dardie and den ask him meet mie . so stubborn ! *hmpfs* . he din wan meet lorhs . den mie and NUER walk obber to her jie hse . her name - G.Q [: she kept askinq us qo KBOX lorhs . walaos . so __ up luhs horhs . cb ! argh ! den we went KBOX . which ie spent a waste of $20 ! mye godd lorhs ! she was der one sinqin inside and den mie and NUER keep on qoinq "toilet" . followed NUER qo pierce her nose . wah . ie dun even dare to watch lorhs . WTF ?! LOLS ! after dat . she was BRAAVVVOOO [: hahas . din cry :\ were tking pictures luhs [: after dat . 4.30 liaos . FINALLY ! hahas . mng to get out of der room . mie and NUER went plaza sinq to slack . we qo dhr hong number . hahas [: butden din mng to hong any luhs . hahas [: met rachel ? NUER jie . hahas [: den we slack again lorhs . mie and NUER was lyke darn DESPO fer $$ ! argh ! ibb we din went KBOX just now . maybe ie stiu gt $30+ lorhs . and nuer would probally habb $40+ . walaos ! hais . den after dat . havinq dat $5 on both us . we bought a cup of milk tea and takoyaki [: yummys :P
after dat we slack a byt luhs . den nuer came mye hse ton fer der nyte . mye mother actually allowed ?! OMFFFFG ! hahas [: we slack lorhs . hahas [: everythinq bout today was lyke ... SLACK ~ hahas . and one thinq ie qot to say ...

IE HATE G.Q ! argh ~ darn dulan luhs !

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xiaOcindY` leaviinq@1:52 AM

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Friday, April 06, 2007

mye beloves dardie [: hahas .

was feelinq kind of bored lorhs . den view pictures and den suddenly wanted to edit his pictures lorhs . so edited out . OMG ! look ... okae okae lurhs . LOLS !

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xiaOcindY` leaviinq@12:38 AM

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Thursday, April 05, 2007

ytd nyte . pei mye korx dey all qo carpark drink . a lort a lort of thing happen luhs . not in gudd mood . so ie drink also liaos . marmie and jie and mie . we three seh liaos . dunno whiie dat tyme ie darn fast seh lorhs . drink 4 cans onlys lehs . LOLS ! butden korx dey all send mie home first . forget bout mye appointment with dardie . den slept liao when ie reached home . mother nt yet come back lorhs . father was nagging at mie . ie could hear him luhs . but ie hack kaire lorhs . first tyme ie came back home so fast siahs . went out fer an hour or two only lehs ! GUAI KIA ! lols . soon . morninq liaos . msg dardie immed . hais . felt so very der guilty lorhs . he stiu awake lehs !!! he really kept his promise ! he pei wo ! butden ie din pei him ! SO NEI JIU ! arghh ! hais . ie decided to pei him ton and listen to wad he ask mie to do liaos . dun wan mke him angry . he treat mie soo gudd lorhs . IE WILL LISTEN TO HIM DER ! hahas . ie divorce with mye GLG lers . he now mye korx . ie hope he will be happyiie barhs . hahas [: soon . morninqq jiu msg dardie . talk to dardie on fone . hais . kept on tellinqq hym dat ie am sowwie . hahas . reached sku at 7am today . quite late luhs . den went to class lorhs . today qott cheer competition . hais . so scary ~ soon . was loiterinq der whole of der first few lesson . had recess with dhose lower sec today . cors mie and yubin was lyke LOITERING ~ hahas . den soon . nid to qo back to class liaos . we sprayed our hair lorhs . LOLS ! jialinq hair which ie tink is der nicestt ! hahas . so chio ~ after dat . pei wantinq , liyan and yiwei send yiwei home . LOLS ! ie mean mie . wantinq and liyan ... we send yiwei to lot 1 dhr . saw a guy ... so SHUAI . hahas . den ask mye dardie . he say its him lai de !! OMG ! hahas . anyways . ie went back home lorhs . hahas . guai ryte ? ie noe it . x] . reached home at 4+ . den after dat msg dardie lorhs . hahas . tonyte ie PROMISED ie will ton nyte . no matter he qot online a not . hahas . ie owe him one day of slp . so tonyte ... ie nt sleepin ! hahas . tml qoinq out with nuer ! hahas . lookinq so very forwaed to it !!!

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xiaOcindY` leaviinq@4:25 PM

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Wednesday, April 04, 2007

it ishh 1.46am now . ie just cant qet to sleep alryte ? wad can ie do ? hais . just finished tokinq to marmie . feelinq darn super sian larhs . was thiinkinq bout mye problumms . ie cried llarhs . hais . ie cried lyke hell . dis ishh der first tyme ie cried lykdat just becors of dhose toopid comments bout mie and clarence . WADS WITH US ? hais . we din stead . and ie din snatch him away from whomever ~ ie am really vry fustrated larhs . so manyy thinqqs seems to happern all suddenly . ie feel dat ie am lyke a toopydd fool standinq here . waitinq ~ butden all ie qet in der end ish dat HURTS . hais . ie dunno whether lovinq him so much ... is it hurtinq him in someways ? ie really dunno . ie just feel hurts . dats all . ie am really confused . ie am lyke walkinq towards a black deep forest . ie dun wan to be inside . ie hate dark okaes ? ie past through soooo much to qet out of dat toopyd dark forest . now ie am qoinq in aqain ? NO WAYS ! but mye feet ishh just nt listeninq to mie . ie really dun wan to be trapped aqains . it took mie much much tyme to walk out of it . ie WONT ever qo in agains . qo in ? tio trapped ? mye head ish in a mess . ie really dunno wad to do . shld ie just listen to mye leq and walk in . trappinq mye very ownself inside and nvr qet out ? or to overcome tis with mye ganlaoqonq ? HOW ?
if ie continue lykinq him . he ishh der one in stress . maybe ie shouldnt be so selfish barhs . alryte . ie mke mye decision . ie am qoinq back in aqain .

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xiaOcindY` leaviinq@1:46 AM

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Tuesday, April 03, 2007

today woke up at 7am in der morning . realizing ie was late fer sku . mother forced mie out of mye bed and get chg into mye PATHETIC uniform and mke mye way to sku alryte . she drove mie dhr larhs . which she went on and on without stoppinq in der SQUEEZY car . qoinq at a speed which she was not meant to qo . 115km . WTHHHH ~ ie reached sku just in tyme though ie woke up at der tyme which was EXTREMELY late larhs [: reach dhr and der whole sku was sinqinq anthem liaos . get back to mye place at der parade square . hahas [: was msginq dardie lorhs . LOLS ! he botai bo ji corr mie piq !! LOLS ! hais . was slackinq whole day throuqh in sku . LOLS . dats wad ie usually do larhs . so not toooo much surprised lorhs . LOLS . after sku din went out with wantinq larhs . she qoinq out with judith lorhs . hahas . dhen mie jiu qo home . so guai ryte ? after dat . reached home ler . realized dat ie din brinq mye key out ! argh ! WTHHH~ hais . went to mye neighbour house and den slack dhr lorhs . LOLS !!! den follow her qo fetch bryan . HAHAS [: so sian lorhs . den soon . mye aunty came back home liaos . corr her upp and den qo her hse tke key . hahas . finally can qo back home liao lorhs . HAHAS . soon . went in home oredi 7pm lers . DARN late alryte ?! hahas . on com fer a moment . talk to mye nuer . and mye laoqonq . hais . gup dheir fone larhs . LOLS . so bad lorhs. cnt blame mie larhs . cos mye mother came back liao lorhs . WTH !!! hahas [: mother come back jiu kaopei mie . FARK . den ie jiu qo staircase dhr slack larhs . ask dardie corr mie chat chat lorhs . LOLS ! slack slack slack liaos den qo back home larhs . jiu went sleep a while . HAHAS [: ehs . got to go liao larhs . tokinq to xiaoyann marmie and her two other fwens . hahas [: tke kaire .

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xiaOcindY` leaviinq@11:35 PM

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Monday, April 02, 2007

today was lyke going to sku with mye new hairstyle . was msging laogong on der way to sku . went to sku and clipped up mye hair . exactly lyke a GUAI KIA alryte ! den was slackinq through larhs . tok to dardie durinq chinese lesson . hahas . flunked mye chinese test . der new canteen issh OPEN liao lers . mie and tinq went dhr larhs . was darn FARKINq crowded larhs ! dhen after dat din eat anythinq den jiu qo back class liao larhs . ie treat aaron a 100+ . hahas . see ? ie sho gudd lorhs . LOLS !
for all ie noe alryte . ie was sleepinq through chem lesson . although teacher was gibbing test . ie din do it agains larhs . after sku . ting slack with mie till 6+ . ILOVEHER larhs ! was msging laoqonq on der way back home too . reached home at 7+ . cooked noodles . and agains ... not yet eaten . no mood to eat larhs . den went back msn chattinq with laoqonq . IE LOVE HIM !

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xiaOcindY` leaviinq@8:57 PM

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Sunday, April 01, 2007

today was lyke ... SIAN ! woke up darn late alryte ! at 11+ . LOLS ! mother was cuttinq bro hair dat tyme . askinq mie to qo clinic and help mye bro tke number . aiyorhs . so troublesome . so off ie qo lorhs . was msging dardie [: mum came and ask mie qo cut hair . becors of dis matter . ie quarrel with her . and she gan mie . FARKK ! she mke mie qo to der shop dhr cut hair . dat toopid aunty cut mye fringe !!! MYE GOD ! cut till so darn FARKKINQ nerd !! walaos . feel lyke killinq her at dat moment lorhs . dun tok bout it liaos larhs ~
soon . after der NERD haircut . went to qiant to buy STOCKs fer der month . LOLS ! ie was darn pissed off dat tyme . so ask mye mother buy this buy dat . which costt up to $103.59 . wah ! sooo much . LOLS ! anyways . its her fault marhs . who ask her come mke mie ! *hmpfs* !
walk back home larhs . was oredi 2pm . din eat lorhs . skip meal agains . den around 4+ . ie went downstr slackinq with mye bro . msging laoqonq larhs . hahas . ask him whether wan come out on qood friday marhs . hahas [: he confirm with mie agains . hahas . hope he can turn up lorhs . good friday ... IE CAN GO OUT TILL 9PM ! hahas . was stiu decidinq whether wan qo vivo a not . anyways . dat day ie MUST qo out . or else must qo zoo with parents . DIE also nt qoinq with dem alryte ! hahas . der day end lykdat lorhs . skip dinner too [:

IE LOVE MYE LAOGONG LORTS !

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xiaOcindY` leaviinq@11:08 PM

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mye BELOVES dardie ! he rocks alryte !
he ish just so KEAI ! hahas . clippinq up his hair . sho GUAI [:

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xiaOcindY` leaviinq@2:23 AM

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