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a qirl who love her everythiinqs
sinqle (:
MOST quys are heartless FREAKS
SMuACKS <3x3x3x3`` ♥ heReveRythinqs ♥ ``

heR calendaRs

[x] realblOOd brO 14o4o7
[x] weian burffday 18o4o7
[x] clarenceKORX burffday o5o5o7
[x] mandyMEI burfday o6o5o7
[x] judithJIE burffday o6o6o7
[ ] melvaKORXKORX burffday 25o7o7
[ ] yubinBESTIE burffday 27o7o7
[ ] chuyiDARLING burffday o6o8o7
[ ] junhaoKORKOR burffday o8o8o7
[ ] jinqyiBIAOMEI burffday 22o8o7
[ ] katheryneMEI burfday o1o9o7
[ ] lipinqJIE burfday 15o8o7
[ ] yizhuiKORXKORX burffday 22o8o7
[ ] hongjinDARDIE burffday 211oo7
[ ] shineeMARMIE burffday 2311o7
[ ] meishan burfday o812o7
[ ] gina&serene burffday 18o8o7
[ ] myeOWNburffday 221292
[ ] wantinqJIE burffday 241292
[ ] xiaohaoDARDIE burffday 291291
[ ] yanni burfday 3o12o7
[x] th day ie go in SGH o4o5o7
[x] th day ie gt out of SGH 2oo6o7
[ ] th day ie finish mye proba 18months ltr~ [1912o8]

xiaOcindYs` -everythinqs*
♥♥*tingSISTER*♥♥
*sharonMARMIE*
*joeyMARMIE*
*lijunMARMIE*
*huiwenMARMIE*
*lifangMARMIE*
*junhaoDARDIE*
*hongjinDARDIE*
*sheenaNUER*
*cherylNUER*
*cynthiaNUER*
*joeyNUER*
*tiffanieNUER*
*junyaoERZI*
*kenERZI*
*marcKORKORX*
*melvaKORKOR*
*ivanKORKOR*
*pandaKORKOR*
*huixianqKORKOR*
*yizhuiKORKOR*
*clarenceKORKOR*
*junhaoKORKOR*
*kelvinKORKOR*
*alexKORKOR*
*lipinqJIEJIE*
*litingJIEJIE*
*jasmineJIEJIE*
*wenyiMEIMEI*
*mandyMEIMEI*
*salwaMEIMEI*
*junkangDIDI*
*delriusDIDI*
*jiayingXINGAN*
*aisyahKEAI*
*yubinBESTIIE*
*hanizaCANDYFLOSS*
*junithaFRIEND*
*shuyiSISTER*
*jingweiSISTER*
*qinaJIEJIE*

*xiaOcindy wishlist//*-*

xiaOcindYs` -cravvinqs*
PIERCINGS
[ ] tongue :D
[x] ear :D
[ ] nose :D
OTHERS
[ ] black&whytes long :D
[x] more pink* skirts :D
[ ] pink/violet rose from LAUGONG(:
[ ] to find mye xiaOwanqzii soons :D
[ ] havinq a promise from mye laoqonq - love ue yi bei zi -
[ ] to do more well wells in mye stardiies:D
[x] to hab more GANS :D
[ ] to control cutting myeselfs [:
[ ] 3q fones ]:
[ ] black heels [:
[x] black boots [:
[x] mye blacky fone back ]:
[ ] repaint mye rooms to be PINK ]:
[ ] habb mye hair highlyghts PINK [:
[x] habb mye hair sprayed pink [:
[ ] habbing a love dat wont hurts and wont ends :[
[ ] SLIM DOWNS !
[ ] rebornned hair agains .
[ ] qoinq chalet and hab dhose momentable moments back with EVERYTHIINGS .
[x] qoinq town with cynthiaNUER [:
[x] cynthiaNUER come mye hse ton [:
[x] habbinq a ton nyte outsyde with xiaohao.
[x] tokinq on fone with xiaohao.
[x] qoinq CCS with tinqJIE [:
[x] reallyfe marmie let mie qo out
[x] der judge din put xiaohaoDARDIE inside
[ ] to qet out of bukitview
[-] to qet into juyiinq
[-] qoinq to pvt skool soon
[ ] finish pRobation !
[x] qo fish out at sea
[x] to habe him back or find another him
[ ] meetup w nuer co.
[ ] meetup w shineeMARMIE
[ ] stop mye holdiinq of penknife
[ ] not EMO
[ ] be at least 170cm
[ ] more hairbandds

xiaOcindYs` -hates*
+ HONG-ster ]:
+ SHOOT-kias ]:
+ TYMERS ]:
+ love dat HURTS ]:
+ PENGWEIS-kias ]:
+ seeing mye GANS sad sad ]:
+ people who touch mye things without any reasons ]: HMPFS *
+ dhose dat HURT me befer ]:
+ promiseBREAKERS
+ quys dat play girls&treat girls as playthinqq !

xiaOcindYs` ll-urves*
+ SISTER ; BESTFRIEND ; BESTIE ; NUER ; KOR ; JIE ; MEI ; DI ; ERZI(: + all mye GANS whom ie mention aboves [:
+ MUSICS [: techno
+ LOLLIPOPS [:
+ hanging arounds
+ slackings [:
+ being mye wonderful xiaOqonqzhu
+ being on msn .
+ fwenstering :]
+ MAPLINGS [:
+ myeeverythiinqs [: .

[#]____all about mie///*

*LOVES are PROMISES . PROMISES are WORDS . WORDS are LIES . LIES are HURTS . HURTS are TEARS .

**- xiaOcindyy storyyees. [#] `-

Saturday, June 30, 2007

IDIOTIC NUTS !
ie am qoiinq crazy soon at th rate of this ! mother told mie tht ie can only use th com on friday ; sat ; sun . IDIOTIC matter alryte ! fine ! wadever luhs ! aiyo!~
ie am just so bad & ie felt totally GUILTY ! ie din call mye korkor ytd night ! ie told him ie will be callinq de . he wait till 9am in th morninq ! argh!~ ie din mean to !!! ie just fall asleep without mie myself noeiinq too ! sad ! ps mye korkor ytd night . ie stiu ask him pei wo . thn at last ... hais . SORRY wors korkor ! SORRY!~
all tht ie could do ish just sayiinq sorry everytyme ie mke a mistke ! arghs !~ ie just hate it man ! hate life ! as ie said . life ish just miserys ! ie wont noe when ie am qoiinq to die , and thts misery ! as iu cant do finish wad iu wan to do before iu die becos iu are nt qoiinq to noe when iu are dyiinq ! CRAPS&CRAPS am ie tokiinq . din noe wad else to wryte actually . ie am just reportiinq how ie feel and thts it ! totally crappy !~ and here come this thiinqyy bout eatiinq breakfast early in th morniinq . and thts COMPULSORY fer mie ? argh!~ wads crap are this ! eatiinq ish mye own very choice alryte!~ tis also nid my mother to decide fer mie ? do ie nid her to decide at wad tyme shld ie qo to th toilet and shit ? IDIOTS!~ ie just hate th way she wan mie to do thiinqs at times . smtymes she ish really too over irritatinqq ! ( or shld ie say protective ? ) life wasnt chqiinq for th better ! it wasnt ! in fact it ish worstt ! ie dunno whiie are they doiinq thiinq in a weird way . STRESS ish all ie qot and all ie can say !
just went around window shoppinq at chinatown w parent and huijuan aunty . bro was haviinq fever . thts wad ie noe ! arnd 4+ , we went over to mye ahma(mother's side) shop which ish at seranqoon road thr . visit her and bought her and jiujiu some food . we went over to qrandma(father's side) hse after tht . played loads and loads of thiinqs thr and SHARKFINS ! =.=''
which doesnt taste tat gd barhs . chuyi ; boy & ZJ was playiinq some lame qames in th room . incl : murderer ; heartattk . kind of lame ryte ? chuyi tink de -.- which is mye lil cousin . watch just follow law a bit . nt all and thn we went home . bro was stiu haviinq fever and it became worsttt ! sort of worst to mie =.- took a cold bath which ie went BRRRR!~ when ie came out . lols ! was watchiinq tv and thn was called to slp at 11pm as tml nid to qo out at 10.30am to cut hair ! YEAHS!~ was lookiinq forward to tml . as ie am qoiinq to cut mye frinqe to a certain length =) sort of excited =\

ie dunno how life is it now for him . but ie hope he can feel tht ie am thiinkiinq bout him every seconds , every minute . ie really hope so ! ie just love him even though he did sooo much just to mke mie qiveup . but ie did nt . ie really hope one day he will return and return with true love in mie =(

[x] hurts ish all ie experience (: ie amimperfext [: . xiaOcindy aka xiaOqOnqqzhu :D ie qone through a lot liaos ! :D
xiaOcindY` leaviinq@11:46 PM

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Thursday, June 28, 2007

in lot1 toilet (:

in lot 1 toilet ! (:

third day in skool .

everythiinq was qoinq fine today (: heeshees * th day ie qo out with cynthiaNUER tht time ... th photo is out !
anyways . nothiinq happen much today . only MISS him ! hais . whole day with tiinq (: MUACKS her ! i just love her (: she mye foReveR sisteR !! after skool ie was slackiinq for a while before headiinq home . 5min only ): anyways . really enjoy mye day ! reached home and thn nuer corr mie . DOTS ! tok to her a while thn she online msn send mie pics (: nth to update today . tke kaire everyone !

3cheers&3cheers to xiaOcindy!~

[x] hurts ish all ie experience (: ie amimperfext [: . xiaOcindy aka xiaOqOnqqzhu :D ie qone through a lot liaos ! :D
xiaOcindY` leaviinq@2:55 PM

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Wednesday, June 27, 2007

SECOND DAYY TO SKOOL !!~

excitiinq isnt it ? LOLS!~ dilly dally was me in th morninq . tyiinq mye hair , mother was lyke chasiinq mie out of th room ! hahas =) father send mie to skool alryght ! hahas =D today ish mye second dayy to skool ! was fine this few days . reached skool around 8.02am ! joey , dequan , mingyu and sebas was in class with mie =D thn yiwei & tiinq come find mie =D she say she qoiinq home . thiink smth crops out for her ? God blesssss!~
time to qo down fer assembly ! YEAHS ~ went down and siinq th national anthem =D after tht it was HR period which ie realise some ppl nvr come skool . includiinq mye bestie ! argh!~
th whole day was lyke NICE!~ nth special or anythiinq bad happen . and everythiinq was just finely ... GOOD!~ after skool ie nid to find mye PO ! which ish located at TP ! =.=
ie went home and bath . father came back drive mie =D SWEET huh ? :D
weariinq a white short skirt and a black shirt and off ie go . reached thr near 5pm . ms tan tok to mie and habbe mye nxt appointment mke on 4thjuly ! qo thr straiqht after skool ! -.- kind of hurry huh ? o.o
after th session , ie told mye mother tht ie want to eat seaweed . noe wad ? she bought 16pkts of seaweed which cost her $44.80 ! WT!~
went to ate CRABS ! yummmy !~ it was a yummy session with mye family wors ! hahas =D eat liaos , went home . mie and brother was SHOUTIING behind th car ! and create one song . here it goes ...

tune: irreplacable
lyrics by : bangyu&cindy=D
title : bangla&lorrys =.=

lorry here , lorry thr ...
lorry thr , lorry here ...
lorry here , lorry thr , everywhr ie see is bangla on th lorry thrs ...=.=
bangla here , bangla thr ... bangla bangla everywhr ...

DOTS! full of craps huh ? LOLS !!!! ok ... myne day end almost lykdat . interestiinq ryght ?

3cheers&3cheers for xiaOcindy`

[x] hurts ish all ie experience (: ie amimperfext [: . xiaOcindy aka xiaOqOnqqzhu :D ie qone through a lot liaos ! :D
xiaOcindY` leaviinq@8:18 PM

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Tuesday, June 26, 2007

ie went to skool today!~ it was quite a nice day though at th start was quite bad :D
lucky today sister gt corr mie in th morninq . if nt ie dun tink ie can mke it to skool on time ! ie wokeup of her corr . LUCKY!~ it's God's blessinqs:D chq and thn mother briinq mie to sku =) qt in on time . let ms qopal siqn on th lil booklet ie qt and thn ie slack fer a while as ie am afraid to qo back to class x) slack slack slack till 8.20am . hais . plucked up mye couraqe and IN ie went . nobody or nothiinq says anythiinq :D which to mie , thts great!~ as noone can mke mie irritated . th first person whom tok to mie in class - obviously is mdmtoh:D followed by JOEY=) and thn yiwei ... hahas :D everythiinq qoinq wells today in skool . haviinq photo tkiinq duriinq maths . ie din tke part although theresa co. was lyke askiinq mie to qo tke qo tke . butden ie tell mdmtoh ie din wan to . mdmtoh din force mie =D thts great:D
chinese lesson was kinda boriinq !~ after skool qo back home . quai ryte ? ie am beiinq FORCED to !~ =(
reached home and starts updatiinq mye blog !

3cheers&3cheers for xiaOcindy`
HIPHIPHURRAY x3

[x] hurts ish all ie experience (: ie amimperfext [: . xiaOcindy aka xiaOqOnqqzhu :D ie qone through a lot liaos ! :D
xiaOcindY` leaviinq@3:59 PM

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ie took mye first step to skool today ! (to be precise : with my mother) kindd of weird though . ie pull it through ! mye korkor , everyone askiinq mie to quaiquai . ie WILL ! trust mie wors ! everythiinq bout mie qoiinq to be normal . except for studys which ie will work SUPERRR hard ! cos everythiinq nt same for mie liaos ! ie cant breach probation once more ! just for th sake for tht VERY one which mke mie promise him to study and nt breach ! for th sake of him alryte ?!
today ie took mye very first step into th skool . saw quite a few quys at th qate . and thn went in . qettiinq down from th car , ie saw dorothy co . din qreet thm and ie was prayiinq . God pls hope dat thy din mng to see mie =( ie was mkiinq such toopids prayers -.-'''
saw mschua . th feelinq kinda weird . dunno whiie . maybe lonq lonq time nvr saw her ? she say ie fat liao . INDEED ie was ! must jian fei liao lorhs lykdat =\ followed by msqopal . th feeliinq qets more weirder ! thy were talkiinq bout rules dat ie must follow . ie was qettinq irritated inside . and mye mother was lyke ... argh!~
th discussion ends after a while . mrnqiam came and tok to mie . askiinq mie how ie am . and he too tell mie mye bestiie turnsup for skool ! ILOVEHER!* everythiinqs qoiinq to be fine tomolloe ? ie am worryeed . really worryeed . how ? seriously , ie dun even feel lke qoiinq tomolloe . if not for BESTIIE&SISTERs . ie will not even step out of mye hse ! ie dun lyke studyys at all . seriously NO ! who lykes thm anyways . thy were all beiinq force into studys ie suppose ?
reached home at bout 4. someone corr mie upp when ie was doiinq smth . thiinkinq who is tht . at niqht , bestiie corr mie :D so it was her who rinqq mie up in th afternoon ! hahas :D she talk to mie for 10mins ? we were lookiinq forward to each other tomolloe . shall ie qo to skool ? or shall ie fake illness ? hais . CONFUSED*

3cheers&3cheers for xiaOcindY`

[x] hurts ish all ie experience (: ie amimperfext [: . xiaOcindy aka xiaOqOnqqzhu :D ie qone through a lot liaos ! :D
xiaOcindY` leaviinq@1:51 AM

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Monday, June 25, 2007

everythiinq just chanqe so much liaos ! everythiinq ish nt fer mye control anymores . actually what ish love and what ish friends ? love ends up qettinq sooo much of hurts ! everythiinq just chanqe without mie knowiinq . quess ie will be flyiinq aqain barhs . soon aqain ie will end up in qirls home liaos . BESTIIE neber slp sooo early ytd . have a lil chat with her . we mke a deal ! if ie ever breached proba . she will accompany mie qo in qirlshome ! lols ! friends . what are friends ? can anyone pls in th earth tells mie ? some are just fcukiinq bytches tht betrays ! promisebrkers too ! tons&tons of such people in mye list alryte ?! they are now in mye blacklisters list . MUAHAHA* -evil-
everythiinq chq . really chanqe . people chanqe too ! as for mie , ie tink ie chanqe too ! hahas (: some says ie become more sensitive liaos . mye BESTIE say ie become her style liaos ! ofcourse ! not her style can corr BESTIIE mehs ? LOLS!~ for mie now , ie tink ie am just spoutiinq craps ! and loads of craps ! ie have absolutely no topic to say ! BLANKED ! last time . ie can say tons&tons of words , type loads&loads of paragraph . now ? ie really sucks ! argh!~ kinda of pissed off by mye ownself . ie am haviinq stress !!! tomolloe ie will be qoiinq to skool . and ie dunno wad is qoiinq to happen to mie on th first day ! is everythiinq qoiinq to be fine ? absolutely qoiinq alryte for mie ? ie really do hope so :( kind of worryd bout th class and th environment aqain . ie dun habe a qood conduct in skool . wonder whiie th skool stiu helps mie ? 18 months before mye proba ends . do iu tink ie will breach ? ya ? mie myeself think so tooo ! ytd niqht . spoke to CYW also . promise him 1 thiinq . hais. he mke mie promise der !!! hmpfs* loads of nonsence . hahas (: now ie am at home sitting away to exactly ROTTTT!~ wad else ? later in th noon around 3pm ... ie stiu nid to qo skool ! for discussion bout mie ! look?!! proba is just soooo troublesome . ie can nvr enjoy life like th past . ie wan to be a FREEGIRL ! th PO just said it . one whole month no OUTS for mie ! argh!~ even wan go out must with parents . OHNO!~ it will be a sucky trip if ie were to qo with parents ): ie wouldnt even wan qo with thm . ie have no choice ... see ? ie am really a failure iu noe dat ? ie cant even mke mye own choices in life . absolutely cant ! ie am like a mummys girl now . whiie ? everythiinq must report to her . everythiinq . argh!~ in this way , ie am qoiinq mad in no time ! fine . ie am ALREADY mad ! will be send to IMH soon . STRESSS!~ how bout tml ? how?! ie din wan to qo skool . must sign toopid books . argh!~ tke stupid exams . attend stupid classes . see stupid teachers . ie just dunwan to step into dat stupid skool ! everythiinq is sucky inside ! life sucks . so many rules&regulations ! it really sucks ! ie goiing to be a goner soon ! ie will soon qo back to SGH ! which ie dun like it thr at all but ie dunno whiie ie am headiinq thr now ! ie noe myeself exactly dat ie HATE dat place . was like livinq hell . and now ie am here throwiinq myeself down to HELLLLL!~ wad have happen to mie le ? ie am no lonqer like last time . ie dun care much now . hais ): chanqes ... everythiinq and everyone chanqes le . now&thn th time qoes ... ie will be hackcariinq everythiinq which ie can hackkaire . nothiinq matter most thn love for mie .
wad is love too ? ended up qettinq hurt all over and over aqain just becos of th same fcuking old mistke ... " loving th wrong guy " . ie really dun wan to love th wrong guy aqain . ie dunwan qet hurt aqain . so ie am qoiinq to giveup on love for a second =) hope everythiinq goes well for mie .

3cheers&3cheers for xiaOcindy .
HIIPHIIPHURRAY ! x3

[x] hurts ish all ie experience (: ie amimperfext [: . xiaOcindy aka xiaOqOnqqzhu :D ie qone through a lot liaos ! :D
xiaOcindY` leaviinq@8:48 AM

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Sunday, June 24, 2007

fishiinq photos nt yet out ! argh ~ tml ... mother say tml ...

anyways . today stay home in th morninq ! dardiie woke mie up ! argh~ ie was habbiinq mye lala dreams and thn ...
daddy: wakeup ! ltr gtg downstr and help to carry thiinqs .
out from th bed ie get out ! brush mye teeth and thn ended up heariinq dat ie do nt nid to qo downstr anymore ! arghhh~ nvm ! in th afternoon . brother qo swimminq . mother briinq mie qo buy shoes . saw ahlonqq . din tok to him . mostly ish mye mother tokiinq to him . ate KFC ! hahas (: when saw ahlonqq dat tyme ... suddenly thinkk of ahemahem . hais . wonder how is he now . enjoyiinq himself ? enarff of him le ! hahas (: home ie qo aqain . thn ate toqether as a family wors ! lonq tyme nvr lykdis ler . corr weiwei up . kinda of peace with her liaos . hais . for th sake of mye MOTHER ! bear with it barhs . some friends are nt forever ! (:
cheerup barhs !
endiinq of mye storyy . kinda of lost in words (:

xiaOcindyy (:

[x] hurts ish all ie experience (: ie amimperfext [: . xiaOcindy aka xiaOqOnqqzhu :D ie qone through a lot liaos ! :D
xiaOcindY` leaviinq@11:17 PM

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ytd ie went fishinq out in th sea with parents ... ie caught th largest fish ... gotta update photo soon (; photos coming in a few days later ... hahas (: ie miss tiing soooo much ! long long time nvr see her liaos ... tiing ! thks for scoldiing thse boliao ppl horhs ! hahas (: iloveyou ! mye best sister siahs . 3 yrs liao sister ... a lot of thiinqs happen duriinq this 3 yrs . but we were stiu toqether in th end . hahas (: whiie huhs ? anyways . she th BESTTTTT ! qoiinq back to sku on tuesday OFFICIALLY ! on monday we qoiinq discuss with ms chua all th thiinq ! hahas (: so troublesome siahs ! LOLS ! ie am quite afraid narhs ... hais ... tiinq ask mie nt scared ... IE TRY ! hahas (: got to go le ... now 2.30am ... middle of th night ... tired liaos ... 3days neber slp properly liaos .. now eyes darn tired ... tke kaire everyone !

[x] hurts ish all ie experience (: ie amimperfext [: . xiaOcindy aka xiaOqOnqqzhu :D ie qone through a lot liaos ! :D
xiaOcindY` leaviinq@2:25 AM

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Saturday, June 23, 2007

HELLOS GUYS !

long time never blog in liao ! two more days and it is skool reopen . hahas (: missed TING a lot a lot a lot !!!!!!
HAPPPPPPYYY BIRTHDAY TO YIIIIWEIIII ~!!!!
hahas . today yiwei burfday . corr him and wish him . hahas . tke kaire wors yiwei ! DUN TINK TOOOO MUCH ! lots of things happen this few weeks and months . butden ...

CYW ... rmb wad iu promise mie horhs !!! hahas (:

[x] hurts ish all ie experience (: ie amimperfext [: . xiaOcindy aka xiaOqOnqqzhu :D ie qone through a lot liaos ! :D
xiaOcindY` leaviinq@2:32 PM

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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

ie come out from GIRLS HOME le . and ie brk with him liaos .
girls home really SUCKS ! butden wad to do ? hahas (: kana home supervision niahs . lols ! one month cnt go out . aiyo . lols ! ie qoiinq back bv on monday ! wonder wads qonna happen horhs ? (: enough liaos . habbing spend tyme whole full day at court . darn tired larhs . GOOD NYTES !

[x] hurts ish all ie experience (: ie amimperfext [: . xiaOcindy aka xiaOqOnqqzhu :D ie qone through a lot liaos ! :D
xiaOcindY` leaviinq@8:21 PM

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