---xiaOcindyy`xiaOqOnqzhu__

** impeRfect giRl **

&xiaOcindy` xiaOqOnqqzhuu
beepteens**
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bukitviewan
a qirl who love her everythiinqs
sinqle (:
MOST quys are heartless FREAKS
SMuACKS <3x3x3x3`` ♥ heReveRythinqs ♥ ``

heR calendaRs

[x] realblOOd brO 14o4o7
[x] weian burffday 18o4o7
[x] clarenceKORX burffday o5o5o7
[x] mandyMEI burfday o6o5o7
[x] judithJIE burffday o6o6o7
[ ] melvaKORXKORX burffday 25o7o7
[ ] yubinBESTIE burffday 27o7o7
[ ] chuyiDARLING burffday o6o8o7
[ ] junhaoKORKOR burffday o8o8o7
[ ] jinqyiBIAOMEI burffday 22o8o7
[ ] katheryneMEI burfday o1o9o7
[ ] lipinqJIE burfday 15o8o7
[ ] yizhuiKORXKORX burffday 22o8o7
[ ] hongjinDARDIE burffday 211oo7
[ ] shineeMARMIE burffday 2311o7
[ ] meishan burfday o812o7
[ ] gina&serene burffday 18o8o7
[ ] myeOWNburffday 221292
[ ] wantinqJIE burffday 241292
[ ] xiaohaoDARDIE burffday 291291
[ ] yanni burfday 3o12o7
[x] th day ie go in SGH o4o5o7
[x] th day ie gt out of SGH 2oo6o7
[ ] th day ie finish mye proba 18months ltr~ [1912o8]

xiaOcindYs` -everythinqs*
♥♥*tingSISTER*♥♥
*sharonMARMIE*
*joeyMARMIE*
*lijunMARMIE*
*huiwenMARMIE*
*lifangMARMIE*
*junhaoDARDIE*
*hongjinDARDIE*
*sheenaNUER*
*cherylNUER*
*cynthiaNUER*
*joeyNUER*
*tiffanieNUER*
*junyaoERZI*
*kenERZI*
*marcKORKORX*
*melvaKORKOR*
*ivanKORKOR*
*pandaKORKOR*
*huixianqKORKOR*
*yizhuiKORKOR*
*clarenceKORKOR*
*junhaoKORKOR*
*kelvinKORKOR*
*alexKORKOR*
*lipinqJIEJIE*
*litingJIEJIE*
*jasmineJIEJIE*
*wenyiMEIMEI*
*mandyMEIMEI*
*salwaMEIMEI*
*junkangDIDI*
*delriusDIDI*
*jiayingXINGAN*
*aisyahKEAI*
*yubinBESTIIE*
*hanizaCANDYFLOSS*
*junithaFRIEND*
*shuyiSISTER*
*jingweiSISTER*
*qinaJIEJIE*

*xiaOcindy wishlist//*-*

xiaOcindYs` -cravvinqs*
PIERCINGS
[ ] tongue :D
[x] ear :D
[ ] nose :D
OTHERS
[ ] black&whytes long :D
[x] more pink* skirts :D
[ ] pink/violet rose from LAUGONG(:
[ ] to find mye xiaOwanqzii soons :D
[ ] havinq a promise from mye laoqonq - love ue yi bei zi -
[ ] to do more well wells in mye stardiies:D
[x] to hab more GANS :D
[ ] to control cutting myeselfs [:
[ ] 3q fones ]:
[ ] black heels [:
[x] black boots [:
[x] mye blacky fone back ]:
[ ] repaint mye rooms to be PINK ]:
[ ] habb mye hair highlyghts PINK [:
[x] habb mye hair sprayed pink [:
[ ] habbing a love dat wont hurts and wont ends :[
[ ] SLIM DOWNS !
[ ] rebornned hair agains .
[ ] qoinq chalet and hab dhose momentable moments back with EVERYTHIINGS .
[x] qoinq town with cynthiaNUER [:
[x] cynthiaNUER come mye hse ton [:
[x] habbinq a ton nyte outsyde with xiaohao.
[x] tokinq on fone with xiaohao.
[x] qoinq CCS with tinqJIE [:
[x] reallyfe marmie let mie qo out
[x] der judge din put xiaohaoDARDIE inside
[ ] to qet out of bukitview
[-] to qet into juyiinq
[-] qoinq to pvt skool soon
[ ] finish pRobation !
[x] qo fish out at sea
[x] to habe him back or find another him
[ ] meetup w nuer co.
[ ] meetup w shineeMARMIE
[ ] stop mye holdiinq of penknife
[ ] not EMO
[ ] be at least 170cm
[ ] more hairbandds

xiaOcindYs` -hates*
+ HONG-ster ]:
+ SHOOT-kias ]:
+ TYMERS ]:
+ love dat HURTS ]:
+ PENGWEIS-kias ]:
+ seeing mye GANS sad sad ]:
+ people who touch mye things without any reasons ]: HMPFS *
+ dhose dat HURT me befer ]:
+ promiseBREAKERS
+ quys dat play girls&treat girls as playthinqq !

xiaOcindYs` ll-urves*
+ SISTER ; BESTFRIEND ; BESTIE ; NUER ; KOR ; JIE ; MEI ; DI ; ERZI(: + all mye GANS whom ie mention aboves [:
+ MUSICS [: techno
+ LOLLIPOPS [:
+ hanging arounds
+ slackings [:
+ being mye wonderful xiaOqonqzhu
+ being on msn .
+ fwenstering :]
+ MAPLINGS [:
+ myeeverythiinqs [: .

[#]____all about mie///*

*LOVES are PROMISES . PROMISES are WORDS . WORDS are LIES . LIES are HURTS . HURTS are TEARS .

**- xiaOcindyy storyyees. [#] `-

Sunday, July 22, 2007

ie am just tyred out of all th thing ! ie just wish tt ie nid not care bout all th thinqs ie do nowadays ! ie am just freakkinq tyred out ! ie dunno whye all th thinqs have chanqe ! everyone , all th thing . hais .
nothing even matters anymore now ryte ? be it sku , home , programmes ! nothing matters anymore ! those tt stay by mye side ... are those friends tt have relationshyps with mie ( myeEVERYTHINGS ) . whye not mye family ? maybe they were beside mie . maybe its just myself tt din realise it !
ie always wonder whye god created mie into this world ? ya ! if ie didnot come to this world , ie wont be able to meet everyone in mye EVERYTHING list ! but th same thing , if ie didnot come to this world , ie will not be able to suffer sooo much !
lyfe in this world ... is so darn UNPREDICTABLE!~ ie am really tyred of it alreadyy ! TYRED!~
feeling a byt of EMOS side of mie nowadays . and ie dun even noe wad ish happeninq to mie . started to touch mye penknyfe which ie did not touch fer months . hais . sku sucks to mie now ! mrstan anyhow havvinq suspension on anyone in sku now ! she's SICK! alryte ? SICKKK!!!~
class was also neutral to mie now . although mye class did ROCKS! btden ... hais =(
friends , only have some true ones by mye side in sku and outside sku . who is true ? who is not ? mie myeself also dunno . ie am really confused now .
CANTT ANYONE GET MIE OUT OF THIS ?!
ie somehow wish tt ie did not do all these stupyd thiinqs in th first place ... can say REGRET? hais :( ie really dunno whether it is regret a not . anyone tell mie ? is it regretions ? ie have done it ! and th world ish punishinq mie fer all these things tt ie habbe done ? it is just NOT fair ! hais .
love lehs ? been DOWWWWWN~ till lyke F*** !~ some treat mie lyke playthinqs . th rest ? din love mie enough and ie just dump thm ? some ... ie been playing with their feelinqs . IAMSORRY alryte guys ? IAMSORRY~
now , lovve really tortures mie . ie really love someone ryte now ! ie noe how it feels liaos :(
maybe ie really am regrettinq now ? ie truely hope NOT !
xiaocindy says : nvr reqret things tt eu have done . if eu are qoinq to have regretiions , DONT DO IT thn !
hais . tts wad ie am thiinkinq ! nvr regret ! x\
alryte ! enough all those stuffs .

today , went out to pioneer mall and buy thiinqs . nothiinq much happens today . ie am endiinq here . tke kaire everyone !

xiaocindy : delriusDIDI!~ if eu ever come to jie de blog ... rmb wad jie tell eu horhs . DUN EVER EVER BREACH eur sentence no matter whr eu qo . nth will happen de ! alryte ? eu will also nid to finish eur sentence . cnt run de ! dun breachh alryte ? tke GREAT GREAT care of eurself lehs ! dun do silly thiinqs aqain liaos . no use de okae ? must quaiiquaii ting hua le hor . very lucky tt eur parents bail eu out from SBH . eu din suffer much days thr ryte ie guess ? anyways . no matter wad . mus guai guai le (: jie love eu !

Labels: ie am beiinq EMO nd MOODY nowadays ~ get mie out of this world cans ?

[x] hurts ish all ie experience (: ie amimperfext [: . xiaOcindy aka xiaOqOnqqzhu :D ie qone through a lot liaos ! :D
xiaOcindY` leaviinq@8:04 PM

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